Dark Moody Days

some days its all i can do to push myself out of bed and try to exist somewhat.

today is one of those days....

its been rainy and dreary for days now...i suppose i shouldn't  complain because i'd much rather take the rain than snow anyday...im just so ready for abundant sunshine and color to starting popping out everywhere....

some days no matter how wide i search i still come up with dark and moody....

and scattered pieces laying about...mocking me

as if all this time they could be gathered up in perfect form  and put back together again

as if never broken in the first place...

maybe thats it, with what you were talking about before. the world being broken. maybe it isn't that we're supposed to find the pieces and put them back together. maybe we're the pieces...maybe what we're supposed to do is come together. that's how we stop the breaking...

David Levithan