L.I.F.E.

Okay....so I really don't know how to delve into this so I guess I'm gonna just stand at the end of the cliff and jump off.  I have so many things going thru my head. Things that people have dumped on me, things about the decisions I have made up until this point in my life. Yes, I have made some really big fuck-ups. But I try to learn from them, kick some dirt over that shit and move the fuck on. However sometimes that shit isn't so easy to do and I'm left standing at the edge of the cliff asking myself....okay, what the fuck now?

Oh why does LIFE have to be so complicated, with feelings and emotions and heart strings attached to everything and everyone.  Sometimes, often actually, I wonder who I am anymore. Where did that confident, sassy girl go who knew exactly what she wanted and how to get it go...where did she go? Has Life beaten her down so far that she doesn't know who she is anymore? 

Over the time of my life, it has kicked me around, and spit me out and I've come back standing straight and knew right where to go from there.....Now at this point in my life....I'm lost. I don't know what to do, where to turn and who to trust to catch my heart when it falls, because it's gonna fall. 

:)