Losing and Accpeting

...its been a rough week.....but in-between the deadlines, editing and errands i stopped and 

strived  to notice the beauty yesterday... this week its been hard to find, or maybe i'm taking on too much and focusing on the negative more than the positive, yeah, its been a week like that....its a self pity week and i need to turn this funk around....

ive been backed up with shoots, editing and trying to keep things in order at home (with a 16 year old daughter who does nothing to help out, and yes, that is going to change)

its been a stressful week, one where its been hard to get out of bed in the morning...a week where nothing goes right and everything i touch breaks or ends badly....

weeks like this i want to just pull the covers over my head and check out for awhile....if only that were possible....to stop and hit pause on life for awhile....

its been a week of losing....and accepting....

things changing

people changing 

or perhaps  its realizing i  didn't know as much as i thought i did....

Im learning to embrace (change) and all that comes with it

Eleanor Roosevelt said it best when she said:

"You have to accept whatever comes, and the only

important thing is that you meet it with the best you have to give...

so heres me...

accepting what i can not change, people i cannot change

and doing it all with a smile on my face and

contentment in my heart....

XOXO