COVID-19

it's Spring. Other than Autumn, Spring is one of my favorite times of year.

after a long, cold, frozen winter huddled inside we spring open windows and doors at the first sign of warmer weather. 

this year is different though. 

instead of racing outside  doing all of our favorite activities, meeting up with friends for dinner and drinks, attending street fests, we are instead trapped in our homes.

hunkered down, on bended knees in a constant vigil of prayer for our families

our friends, our loved ones.

We are embracing the scary, the unknown, the wonder if things will ever be the same again.  Add on top of that imagine your beautiful, spunky 2 year old little girl being diagnosed with in inoperable brain tumor. Oh my Mama heart is gutted, scarred, shattered for a Mama on Instagram that is living this horrific nightmare.  How do you even look at your beautiful child knowing that today may be your last day to kiss her, comfort her, hold her, touch her.

How do you keep it together when your world is falling apart and a piece of your heart will

be broken, never to mend.

How do you find the happy in the middle of a nightmare?

I'm praying for you sweet Mama and your 2 boys, your husband and your beautiful 2 year old baby girl who will be 3 next month if she makes it that long.

Oh I plead with Jesus to surround this family in comfort, tenderness, acceptance and I pray dear Lord you hold them all up. I pray that precious, Stevie will not suffer and that her last days with her family are surround in laughter and love. BIG LOVE.

Take care of yourself friends. Stay safe and Healthy.

XOXOXO