........Monday is.............

finally done with Caitlin's room!
monday is
waking up to caitlin having a panic attack. thank goodness her appointment with the therapist is tomorrow
it deary again today with grey blank skies
and a wetness that clings to everything
which i shouldn't complain about because it could be snow!
our winter this year has been extremely mild  which i am forever grateful for.
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my poor mama seems to decline a little more every day...her walking is terrible and now whenever i take her to run errands i have to hang onto her for fear of her falling....
im worried now about her living alone and someday soon it might come down to the possibility of her having to live with me...which she is very independent so she will fight me on that all the way...
and i don't blame her...
it must be so hard to come to a point in your life where age restricts things you cannot do anymore....simple things, like walking without falling.
taking the cap off a pill bottle, getting in the car easily....making your bed...all of these simple things are daily chores for her and completely wear her out....
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