baby days...

i awoke to sullen baby cries this morning after only 4 hours of sleep. i left the windows open last night and its chilly in the house. only 64 degrees, so i search through my messy, disorganized drawers and search for a pair of fuzzy warm socks. i keep telling myself i need to clean out my drawers, but not today...and so they stay that way...clothes shoved in and not ever being able to find a matching pair of socks. i've got my cozy pink sweater on with baby throw up from this morning's feeding.

there a reason woman my age stop having children. i'd forgotten how hard it is getting up 3 times during the night. little teegie wasn't haven't any part of sleeping last night. finally at 5am i gave her a bottle, change her diaper and she finally fell asleep for 4 hours.

so this girl is running on empty today. and i'm ready for mommy to come get her baby girl.

i think next time i decide to take her all night, i'll wait till she is down to only waking up one time during the night.

but ...oh...what a little angel she is.she takes my breath away gazing at her. she truly is a blessing from God.  i have baby lullabies playing on the stereo for her and she's drifting away into baby dream land. its crazy how much i love this little person i've only know for a mere month.

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Autumn moved in quickly this year with her gusty breezes and cooler temps, but no complaining here, i've been eagerly waiting for her, only a high of 65 today. definitely will be digging into the closet for a cozy sweater. i do hope this is not an indication that winter will be coming soon though. i like winter and i can tolerate her for about 3 months, after that, no more.

the trees are slightly starting to turn color. i noticed yesterday some burnt reds here and there.

soon it will be time to crave pumpkins with the kids.

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today the sky is a sapphire blue filled with thin paper white clouds. 

the wind is howling and this girl is tired with a mile list of chores to do.

...always another day....

i've got a baby to snuggle and kisses waiting to place on chubby soft cheeks.

XOXOXO