morning blues...

night has soften and gone and left me very restless. tossing and turning, awaking at 5am and walking the halls, the only sound  the creak in the hardwood floors and the swish of my summer nightgown as i move about. i do not care for nights such as these. 

my day will seem slightly 'off' today as i rush to get things done, things that i unnecessarily put off till the last minute. 

running to the market to pick up things we have run out of

milk, cat food, bread

the absolute necessary things and probably a few things i will throw into the basket, things not needed, but wanted instead.

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the cat is hollowing by the front door to be let out when only coming in for a bite of food and a drink. since we got the new kitty, she is angry with us. i guess she feels replaced somehow. she is old and i think she will live forever.

i haven't got to spend much time with my baby teaghan yet, and im having some serious baby blues.

my soul has been needing some baby loving and hush lullabyes. 

 needing soft words and warm hugs,

cozy and familiar.

i've been feeling "off" the last few days, not grounded, just floating through the days and nights.

maybe today i will get out and shoot if its not too warm.

perhaps a trip to the bookstore for ice coffee and new reads.

xoxox